Saturday, June 8, 2013

It's raining.


It's raining.
The rain sweeps in torrents on my confident shoulders.
I skip on.
The rain continues... beating harder and faster.
The change is almost imperceptible, but soon my shoulders lower.
I slow to a brisk walk.
Thunder rumbles nearby.
I simply walk.
My head is bowing.  My shoulders are drooping.
I trudge onward.
The lightning flashes.
My head lowers. The tears come.
I shuffle slowly.
My shoulders bend as if burdened with weight.
Thunder crashes.
My chin rests on my chest.  My arms hang limp.
Lightning strikes the tree only yards from my path.
I fall to my knees.
I huddle there trembling.
Another bolt of lightning.  Another crash of thunder.
I lie prostrate on the rain-soaked ground.
I realize now:
Alone, I am nothing.

Sometimes it takes discouragements, dashed expectations, and trials to bring me to the end of myself.  To bring me to the point of knowing that alone, I am nothing.  To bring me to my knees in surrender and repentance.  It's a process... and I think I'm slowly learning.
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Never settle for less!

5 comments:

  1. did you write that? that's incredible!

    miss you. <3

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  2. Beautiful Marcina! God calls each one of his children to a surrendered life, a broken spirit. Thanks so much for this reminder!~Elizabeth

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  3. Well written Marcina, very true,alone we are nothing, and sometimes God brings trials into our lives to show us who He is, love you,Mom

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  4. Amazing. Love it! Thanks for sharing that. Way too often we just try to push thru...thinking that we can do this on our own. But we can't. And God has His way of showing us that! Of bringing us to repentance. Of bringing us to the point where we realize that we do need Him. <3 Des

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